well here i am. finally having an online journal. after many thoughts and finally conjouring enough courage to let my writings be judged. here i am. ready to explore the world still foreign to me in many ways and write about it here. i suppose i am still new in this type of 'new age' writing style, it seems all alien to me. to quote a friend "i am still a child, i still butcher things with inexperience and good intentions"